*scream*

I don't know what to do, or more, how to act when I come across these situations. It's kinda annoying.

I feel like such a dick, why would I even let it get to that? What was I thinking when I said those things?
Could never be anyone elses fault, why is that? Why do you always blame yourself? My mind kinda has a small spaz fit so many mixed feelings; depression, annoyance.

Makes me wanna scream! I'm just a stupid kid, I don't understand these things... But then it feels like I never will.