Questions

One day I'll ask you, one day I'll pluck up the courage.

It's looking up

My monday night consisted off listening to these songs live: 


      Intro: Look Alive, Sunshine

1. Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) - not a fan of this song, but it was fun singing none the less.
2. Give 'Em Hell, Kid - jizz jizz jizz jizz.
3. Planetary (GO!) - I don't like this song!
4. You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison - more jizz jizz jizz jizz.
5. SING - some stupid lil scene kid started crying during this, saying how deep it was. *slap*
6. Vampire Money - screaming this along with Mr. Way... Came in my pants.
7. Mama - wish I had had come left by this time...
8. The Only Hope For Me Is You - wish I had taken my phone in so I coulda called bunny and sang this to her (:
9. Summertime - I don't even remember this one.
10. I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - jumping up and down, singing with Looch made all the shit in my life worth going through for that single moment in time.
11. Famous Last Words - fucking fuck fuck jizz fuck fuck. Yeah.
12. DESTROYA - pretty sure I nearly fainted screaming along to this one.
13. Welcome To The Black Parade - it's a classic.
14. Teenagers - as much as an evil mainsteam song this has become, the vibe to this with everyone in the room singing and clapping along was just short of incredible. 
15. Helena - pretty sure I became pregnant with his baby when he belted this out.
16. Cancer - people were waving their lighters about and loads sad stuff ):
     
    Encore:

17. Bulletproof Heart - he did this one for you bunny ;)

ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU.

All The Time

Taking it in my fucking stride.

A Titleless Post

Everything I've watched in the past two days has depressed me. Ugh.

Totally Not Sarcasm

You always know just what I want to hear.

But you're right, I don't have bitching rights.

Mmhmm.

My hearing is back to normal. And now I have two days of music to catch up on.

Excuse me.

You Might Have Noticed

Makes me sick to my stomach. I hate it -

If you're under the impression I'm alright
I guess you never noticed, I guess you might have known
I've been holding this together for so long
But I guess you might have noticed, well, I guess you

The beast within the burden is all mine
A product of his father, a slave to his bride
I feel I need to reveal my true stripes
But the bitch of all this trouble here waits behind the wind to find out

You set me up to leave me, you wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
Every word you speak of what you wanted from me
Wanted from me, yeah

I'm sinking more and more into my lies
Now home is just a pinprick in the vastness of my life
Well I feel the pressure, feel the pleasure, feel the pain, you're not alone
Well I feel the pleasure, feel the pain, feel the pain

You set me up to leave me, you wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
Every word you speak of what you wanted from me
Wanted from me, yeah

Realizations, I am not what you thought I was
You change directions every time someone judges us
In moderation, what was once us now never was
You change directions every time someone judges us

You set me up to leave me, you wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
Every word you speak of what you wanted from me
You wanted from me, yeah

Set me up to leave me
You set me up to leave me

Realizations, I am not what you thought I was
In moderation, what was once us now never was

What?!

It's almost impossible to click new post on an iPod while the screen is vertical. Sure, I COULD have zoomed in and I COULD have "gyrated" the screen to make it easier. But why!?

What an awesome word. Gyrate yeah!

Discombobulate. Seriously? There should be an award for how cool that word is. I like words. I wish I could remember more...

So, wanna see a text I got yesterday? (not sure what day that is but, yeah) Yeah? Cool. Here:

I accidentally broke a beer bottle with glass and I'm bleeding and I hope I die. I couldn't care less what happened to me. I'm fucked up. I wish I was dead. I can't see anything clear, I'm scared. I don't know who to turn to. I know I don't love you anymore (long story, readers) If anything we feel more distant... But I wish I was never alive. You're so much better without me in you're life.

Know anyone like this? This is my friends on a daily basis. LML.

And for your information, just cause I always act like nothing affects me and just cause I act like I'm always the strong one doesn't mean it's true, yeah?

Sure, that's clichéd but what ya gunna do?